Archive for the 'diary' Category

Day 28

October 9, 2006

Somehow I’ve messed up all my days…???
This is actually day 28. The dizziness from the pills has settled down in the morning. However, I have been having early nights and taking them earlyish. They seem to make me quite tired and drowsy, which I am not complaining about. I am a light sleep so it’s not [...]

Day 16

October 5, 2006

Hey, it’s my birthday and I’m feeling fine. Stiull having weirdo-city dreams and waking up approximately 2-3 times throughout the night, but certainly nothing I can’t manage.  I just force myself to forget them and go straight back to sleep.
I have noticed that I get really hot in bed at night. Maybe that is causing [...]

Day 10

September 28, 2006

Had a really good sleep last night (though I was prepared - a valium and my resltess dog shunted off to a mate’s house for the night).
Today I feel calmer, clearer and more in control of life and my health. I can also tackle my work troubles head on without feeling so precious.
This morning I wasn’t too [...]

Day 8

September 26, 2006

I had a really restless sleep last night, waking up a lot, including at 5.30am this morning. I’m not sure if it was related to work worries or the pills, but today I feel kinda frazzled and a bit shitty. I am sweating a little (which isn’t great in a suit) and look a bit “rough” [...]

Day Seven

September 25, 2006

Nothing to report. No news is good news. This is kinda easier than I could have possibly imagined.
I am very, VERY happy with this outcome.

Day Five

September 23, 2006

Is it possible that I am feeling so good? So normal? So rested? So unfreaked out?
Well it must be because that’s exactly how I feel. Strangely serene.
After reading all of the information regarding the side effects before I commenced this regime, I prepared myself for the worst. That’s what I was told. That’s what I [...]

Day 4

September 21, 2006

Is it wrong that I am feeling so good this morning?
I had a productive night’s sleep with little dreaming that I can recall. I did wake up early but that is nothing out of the ordinary. This morning I’m feeling 90%. Just a touch of fuzz in the background and ever so slightly nauseous.
I gotta [...]

Day 3

September 20, 2006

I hope I am not speaking TOO soon, but I feel a hellova lot betterer today. I had a relatively good night’s sleep, only waking three times, and once was due to the dog’s ears flapping.
I dreamt pleasant dreams, though still really involved and intense. It’s like my brain doesn’t turn off at night but [...]

Day 2

September 20, 2006

Wow!
How different was last night! Instead of a solid sleep, I woke up every hour, on the hour. I went straight back to sleep each time though, but still couldn’t get out of bed this morning. Felt a bit wrecked. Smashed by a train.
As for dreams, yep, they came on thick and fast again, but [...]

Day 1

September 19, 2006

Last night my life changed.
After 13 years of being HIV positive and being in good health, I started HAART (Highly Active Anti-Viral Therapy). This blog will document my journey, at least through the initial stages, of adapting to Efivarenz and Kivexa, the two drugs that I’m going to be taking.
I have sought good advice from [...]